I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls close in more every day
Carly: Aren't you ever glad to see me?
Jason: Yes. But then I have to let you go again. Until you show up the next time. And I have to let you go all over again. I can't- I can't do it.
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Jason: She changed my life. She fought with me, she fought for me. Spent my money, threatened to paint everything in the house. She was crazy. And I left... But she loved me.
Maria: And you miss her.
Jason: And I miss her.
Like a clown, I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
Carly: You just wanted to find out about the funeral.
Jason: Yeah, right.
Carly: Or maybe you did come just to look at me.
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Carly: Nobody ever tried to see me, ever. Until I met this one guy... He was this stranger guy, you know. And he lived in a place that was a lot like this... And the first time I met him, and I slept with him... He didn't even ask my name. I'll tell you something. I think I knew, even then, that he would be the only person that ever knew me.
Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say?
Jason: But now I know she was reaching out to me all along. I didn't want to... Now it's too late, Sonny, and I can see. All the times I coulda turned around and- taken her hand, said her name-
How could I let my angel get away?
Now my world is just a tumbling down
Jason: So you tell me which one is the great lady.
I can say it so clearly
But you're nowhere around
Maria: Maybe you need her. Did that never occur to you? Of course not, she screwed up your life, right?
Jason: Yeah.
Maria: Well, look at you. Maybe you need her to screw it up some more.
The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
Jason: You were so scared. You needed me. You asked me to take care of Michael. And that's... That's when my life started. The life I thought I could never have, more than anything I could ever imagine. It was all because of you.
And I just keep thinking about
The love that we had
Carly: I think I could ask you for your whole heart even if I broke it because, you know... You already have mine. You know that, don't you?
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me
Mike: Aren't you going to say hello?
Jason: Michael's with her.
Mike: Yeah. That's who I figured you'd want to say hello to.
I carry a smile
When I'm broken in two
Jason: You know what? The times I've really needed Carly, she came through. No matter how much it cost her, no matter how much it hurt.
And I'm nobody
Without someone like you
Carly: But I am right about this. I just know how good you are for me. And I'll tell ya something, that you're not gonna believe? I'm really good for you too.
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me
Jason: I know that about you. When it counts, when it's for keeps, you stand up. And I owe you.
Carly: You owe me? How much do I owe you? Hmm? If we added it up, think we'd ever be even? No. There's no payback here. You just do what you can for people who matter.
I lie awake, it's a quarter past three
I'm screaming at night as if I thought you'd hear me
Jason: I can't even look at this room... without seeing the people who aren't here. And thinking about the life I used to have. When Carly showed up, yeah, she brought all of her problems. But she brought me a life.
Yeah, my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me
Carly: You know, love is not what you say, it's what you do. Anybody can talk a bunch of mush, but it's what you really do that matters. You know, your actions ... I mean, like stretching yourself, you know. Doing something you really hate for the person in your life. That's love. That's real love. That's what I get from Jason.
How blue can I get?
You can ask my heart
Jason: I gave up Michael. I never agreed to give up Carly.
But like a jigsaw puzzle
It's been torn all apart
Bobbie: If you love Carly, tell her. I'm not going to pretend to know your heart. But I know Carly. And I love her. Ask yourself if you want a life with her. And if you do, tell her.
Jason: I'm not really good at imagining things... But I can't imagine my life without Carly in it.
A million words wouldn't say
Just how I feel
Carly: I'd do anything to be with you.
A million years from now, I know
I'll be loving you still
Carly: I love you, and- I know you hate it when I say that. I know it doesn't mean the same thing to you as it does to me. But I know that... I know that you love me too. And I'll always love you.
The nights are lonely
The days are so sad and
Jason: Look, before you and Michael came, I slept on a couch. I ate standing over a sink. I even showered in the guest bathroom so I wouldn't mess anything up in the big one upstairs. You and Michael brought life into this house. You turned it into a home. You made my life better.
I just keep thinking about
The love that we had
Carly: You're the most important person in my whole life. You're the only one who's never lied to me. You're the only one who doesn't want to change me into something, anything. I can just be myself with you.
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me
Jason: You need me to say you're valuable? Because you know you are. I know that I can count on you. Even though you drive me crazy.
Carly: I don't mean to drive you crazy.
Jason: Yes you do.
Tomorrow morning
I'm hittin' the dusty road
Carly: You know I love you.
Jason: I know... I love you too.
Gonna find you wherever
Ever you might go
Carly: But nobody will ever love you, the way that I do.
I'm gonna unload my heart
And hope you come back to me
Jason: Sometimes you can wait too long for something. Or someone. You think they're gonna be there when you get back, but they're not. And what you wanted to say - doesn't matter anymore.
Said when the nights are lonely...
Carly: Could you say it? Just once?
Jason: I love you.
Carly: Well, look at that. Lightning didn't strike you down. The sky didn't fall. You said you love me. And you do cause you said you do.
